十四: Wishing

Out of the 3 things I want most right now: this is one of them  ^__^    $20  hahaha

十三: Cruelcruel Irony

Last night I was up until 2am doing my homework.  That last thing I chose to work on was my Psychology homework.  This is the second night of sleep deprivation in a row and guess what the topic of this psychology chapter is?  Now I loe this class and all, but this chapter was on States of Consciousness, specifically the section about sleep and dreaming.  And while this has probably been my favorite chapter so far [because it was so freaking interesting], I couldn't help but cry and go "爲什麽?!  T__T"  because I'm sitting there so tired and having to read about the negative effects of sleep deprivation and descriptons of wonderful dreams.   D:  ahaha  So apparently I'm at increased risk for cancer and I'm not reaching stage 4 sleep and I often miss one of the REM sleep cycles which is when the best dreams happen.  :(

hahaha  and so concludes my random sob story rant.  ^__^

十二: Bleh

Ah so I like this girl.  She's one of my classmates. And right now my mind is loopy through that whole "should I say something" process..  AHhh.. I'm thinking maybe just go confess and get it over with.  But maybe I'm only thinkin' like that cuz of the fact that it's 2am and I've been doing homework since I got home from school.  =P  哎呀     Help me out.. hahaha

十一: Love

This is a word that should be banned from the dictionary..  It's like putting a definite answer to something that's supposed to be unpredictable and magical.  Kinda kills the meaning of life right?  hehehe

十: Bored as Hell..

I'm doing AP Physics homework right now [which was given to us to do over Thanksgiving  wth!!]   The assignment is this packet describing 36 different mini projects: we must do every project and answer about 5-6 questions on each of them.  :(

Well it got boring after project #6.  [All of the projects have something to do with lightwaves and take like 10 min to set up]    And you know you are super bored when you start looking up and listening to game/movie soundtracks [although Dynasty Warriors and Final Fantasy ones are actually quite nice  ^__^]  ahaha  man.. and I just called some of my friends nerds..  =P  lol